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HAPPY 18th TO ONE OF MY MOST FAVOURITE 18-YEAR-OLDS YASHIRA!!!

before i go and bathe and get started on studying [again] sigh and finish eating my peanut butter biscuits i shall type a little something for my yashira!

anyway yashira! happy 18th carpet friend! i hope you've had a great day and it sucks to have your birthday during this period blocks! arghhhh if not we could've gone out and celebrate i soooo badly wanna see you la! but dont worry we'll celebrate a belated okay! both our belateds! (: anyway i really really hoped you've had a good day and all. cos you're legal! anyway i just wanna say how much you mean to me really, i cant imagine both of us started off hating [ okay maybe not hatin

g just disliking each other] in sec 1 and 2. like hellloooo why did we hate each other? haha but hey it's meant to be. we're meant to be together laaa. ahha. thanks for always being there for me. you're one person who i can feel really comfortable with without any holding backs and someone i can be silly with and you always always understand me. thanks for reassuring me at times when i'm worried and being paranoid. for tolerating my excessive whinings and whimperings. thanks for always letting me know that you're always there even we seldom talk and see each other. thank God for Internet. but really thank you for being my friend. you have no idea how your out-of-the-blue nice sweet smses to let me know that you're thinking of me and to ask me to take care brightens up my day and makes me feel so loved! [ ahahh i do really!] someone who i cherish so much you're more special than you will ever know. someone i hold so closely in my heart. what will i ever do without you around, even knowing that you're somewhere either in rjc,bishan, kallang, macritchie or clementi. you dont have to say alot you know i know you love me! hahah. thank you for being the best carpet friend ever! and happy wonderful 18 years on the planet. much loves! and sidehugs! my one and only carpet friend. (:

<3 we have got to take more photos! i cant find anymore!

so i've finished my biscuits and i think i should go bathe and start work promptly at half past 7 or something and im so dead for lit. m4m was horrible but i thought beloved was manageable so i hope i can pass. econs tmrw. garrgghhhhhhhh. God bless me.

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