I'll never light your eyes up like they should

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all because of kenneth the Unintended song has been replaying on my comp along with jewel's foolish game. so emo! i've come to the conclusion yesterday or smth that my life is so uninteresting! so sad rite. hahah.

anyway i was so tired yesterday i dunno why despite only trg for 1 hour after which it poured heavily. but i was really really tired. fatigue or something. and i went to take a nap like at 8 so that i could do work after that but i woke up at 11 feeling worse! and max is so funny hahaha cos he smsed and i told him im feeling really tired but i dunno why as in really really tired and cannot do anything kind of tired and he told me to sleep and rest but if the fatigue persist i should go and see a doc hahaha that cracked me up [ although i was half asleep] and he went " paranoid cannot issit?" [ which is my phrase btw!!!!!] but awwwww so sweet . hahaha. anyway i went back to sleep cos really really exhausted.

but am feeling less tired now so i think i should start doing some work soon. breakfast at macs with the hockers after trg and haha we had fun talking about our childhood [ minus abby who had a boring childhood rolling around bakwards and forwards in hongkong] it weas really funny talking about primary school days and the kind of tv shows we watched and the "in" thing at that time like the C-watch, school shoes with laces were cool, powerrangers, captain planet. haha. and took the train back with qing when nadiah msged me and just like that we decided to meet at where else but the place near our homes causeway point. and i haent seen her in such a long time!!!!!!! so good to see her and catch up even though i was in pe attire and slippers and carrying my hockey stick around as if i was gonna beat up some mat.but who cares we had great time talking at the very small yakun kaya place and continued wandering around in pharmacies and then walking to the 912 busstop and staying at the busstop for dunno how long talking talking . i miss those primary school days and the tuition days! actually i'm thankful for tuition cos if not i think we wouldnt have kept in contact. now i miss my other two primary school sidekicks. sarima!!!! and maria hazel miren h. concha. WHERE ART THOU???!?!

oh and the cricket boys lost the finals but i must say that im damn proud of them it was damn close la and damn that james from rj who happeend to bat damn well that day. if not we couldve won but again it aws a damn close fight i must say and it was one of the most exciting cricket matches ever flor and i were screaming and jumping and all. and CHONKY did so well! depsite the cut in between his third adn fourth finger [ i think it was like a split whch i think needed stitches. but dont worry cindi! heh] he continued to play just stuffed a cotton pad in between the cut and taped both fingers together and chonky lasted almost the entire match i think from 13 overs onwards and he played well! i think they really fought damn hard la. wonderful 204 runs to 235 runs is not bad ok. damn exciting. and nicky is the silent killer! hahah max also played well although he was worried abotu chonky and all but at the end of the game shyam cried felt so bad la! he was like sobbing sobbing i felt like crying also. but i think they really played their best la. but credit goes to the rj team as well i think their positiong for the fielding was pretty good it was irritating! hahah and we kept disturbing the two fielders nearest to us hendrik the matrix guy with damn cool sunglasses and johnston hahaha. " damn cool la your glasses damn cool! johnston you are damn cool!" [ oh no we are so bad!] but yeah good game nonetheless!!! (: and i think zav's gf, liyana was damn funny la hahah.

dinnering with marianne, edmond, alaric and max who joined us after he went home to bathe and all. and looking for presents and i realised that so many ppl's birthday in may! it was keith's birthday yesterday, edmon's coming max's coming and oooh i wished david chua [i took 4 years to get over this guy. hurrrrr. what took me so long!] happy birthday yesterday! ahha and he was pretty funny cos he didnt have my number and when i told him it was me he went " oh ok HAHA and why dont i have your number?" and then after that he just had to tell me that he was going out with his girlfriend [ like i needed to know that] hahah. no la. havent seen him in a looooong time. and i made max carry my bag cos it was so heavy cos i had econs tys in my bag and my shoulders we aching and max looks weird with a sling abg! and he was so self concious la. anyway went to cahaya to eat and edmond flirted with the auntie there la i swear the auntie loves him la. aunty called him handsome boy and said edmond of cos flirted back!!! [HAHAHAH!] she gave us a whole jug oh icelemon tea cos we all ordered icelemontea and so there ws extra drinks for us then seh came over and gave us 5 free wantons and went " shhh aunty always very nice to students cos last time aunty uneducated so aunty is nice to educated ppl" and i bet it was cos of edmond lor! it was funny la. pretty good day i would say. and edmond still owes me icecream. and alaric and edmond were very mean to me. ): ahha.

and nizam and finally talked online like really talked after dunno how long and edmond and i realised that we're both quite alike in certain aspects and how we think. ahahh. but im still smarter than edmond and he wants to run away from treating me icecream and one day we're gonna both sit somewhere eat ben and jerrys and talk about how life is so complicating rite? haha BEN AND JERRYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i want to get a mp3 plaeyr. any sponsors? booo

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I’ll always love

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can

But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged

All my dreams and all my balance

She could never be as good as you

Unintended - Muse

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