I'll never light your eyes up like they should

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spongebob was pretty funny but utterly LAME. hahah although i slept at some parts. and alaric i think slept like almost throughout the whole show? ahha so yeah. ok la some parts like the shiny bald head thing ahhaha was funny. but i seriously wonder how jianyong can watch it three times. so yeah after school haha it was like a one-off decision that marianne and i made to go watch spongebob and we went with edmond and alaric. oh watched shazzy's performance before that. SHAZZY! it was good. and u were so funny when ur teachers asked u questions (:

and i met shanna and at cinea as well and i met KIT. how i missed that guy so it was good seeing him. i dunno how things are between are between him and me now. but well i was just glad that i saw him and he said hi and swinging swining our hands. hahah. and how he told me he wanted to surprise me by coming to vj on my birthday next next week. hahah but he say cant blend in. hahah. i miss you boy. (:

and i have a new pimple and it's huge. ahhhhhhhh. and max has conjuctivitis. or smth.

i have cold war essay to do and wahlaoooo edmond's damn lucky la hahah same legion lor! hahah and today on the bus i think qt funny la the two guys. haha. and oh mr sayers was funny during history lect hahah he sang love me tender! ahahah so sweet la. hahaha

and OHHHH alaric so funny! cos i was complaining abt my huge zit on the bus
me: wahlaooo the pimple so big i wanna take plaster and put plaster on my face cannnn
marianne: haha eh dotn touch it
edmond: -just laughs-
alaric:- takes out his wallet and search for smth- ehh i got no plaster already

pablo neruda has nice poems! (:

Pablo Neruda - XVII (I do not love you...)

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

and happy birthday to rai!!!!! (:

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