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helloooooo 2005.

every year i wonder why the year flew by so fast. 2004, no diffrent. i think 2004 flew by too fast but again maybe the fact that i enjoyed 2004. it has been a year filled with soooo many new expeieriences - the usual ups and downs, the laughter, the tears, the joy, anger and everything else. most importantly, 2004 has been a year with so many new friends made, friends who grew so much closer, friends drifted away and friends i almost lost. 2004 seem to a year of friendship and a year that has thought me alot in a way. words are never enough to express what i've gone through this year.

2004 was diffrent because it was a new beginning - new school, new friends, new subjects, new teammates, new uniform [ well at least not for the first 3 months]. being able to get into VIctoria Junior COllege was like a dream and i guess i was determined to make it one of the best years of my life and i think i sort of did. despite being overwhelmed byt the mass of display of colours on the first day of school - i survived. thanks to weiting - he who kindly offered to accompany me and who's girlfriend happened to be in my og and class for first 3 months. ahhahaha. and of cos zheqing, florence and wongxi who have stuck with me the whole year round. it was different being in a new environment. the excitement but insecure. but i guess i soon settled in pretty fast. orientation was wonderful! absolutely. the mass dances, the cheering, teh stupid games, the sea regatta, the og dinners that followed, making new friends. and hahah now i'm an ogl. how funny.

then introduction with the class - 04A53. it was difficult at first everybody being so quiet and stuck within their own ex-sec-sch people but soon. 04A53's like the slackest ever class with so many funny ppl!! first 3 months were wonderful. the class lunches, class outings, ponning lectures not doing hw... and also i made wonderful friends whom i've grown to love very dearly - marianne, max and cach. and of cos not forgetting lucas my brudder the class clown, jianyong and the bushy hair, clarence the giant basketballer who's sooooo slack, jiaxun the ultimateness of the buimbo and so many more. the class was always fun and lively and we did so many stupid stuff. like the time we skipped econs lecture and went to play pool and then came back for tutorial.

and of cos there were hockey trainings... all the way up to the season.. oh boy how i missed the seniors so very much. eu,wei,stace, pris, cheryl and everybody else.. though gruelling and extremely exhausting.. i had fun during training. flor qing wong and i always had fun and we worked so hard as a team and we got champions! that day 27th may was a day to remember. and 2004 hockey season has been a season where i scored the most no of goals in a season. ahhah cos i get to play left wing. heh. scoring the goal during semi finals against sajc was teh best goal for me personally. i'll always miss the seniors and 04 hockey team who brought back the gold. and hockey camp during the march holidays - staying at victoria hall and complaining about the dust and the uncomfortable beds.

2004 really has been a year full of anticipation. o levels results. terrible. although disappointed, im thankful i managed to stay on in vj. very thankful. class saw some changes. new additions like weechin and krystle. i guess it was difficult for them. but as tiem goes by. i got to know them better and weechin is such a funny sailor!!! [ sportsboy of the year okayyyyyy national sailor okayyy] ahhaha.. i got to know weechin better, went to the spca interview with weechin and marianne and that was when i got to know him better and he's such a funny guy! totally diffirent from my first impression of him. weechin was also there for me at one of my lowest point this year. thanks weechin who ever thought he was sooooo sweet! hahahaha.

there was of cos other experiences... like trying to get use to a new team, new responsibilties in hockey, mugging away for promos, making new friends and i mean eve more new friends.

school was a drag but not always cos of the ppl you see in school. after first three months got even much clsoer to max and marianne and of cos also kenneth and we always decided whether to pon lectures or not and if we did the library, canteen or outside library would be the place. the playing bridge or daidee before promos. walking out tof the econs lecture to play cards. the lunches and dinners nad movies and slacking around after school in town or PARKWAY. first time goign to siglap. studying together. joking and laughing our shits out together. then canteen times would be joined with sailor-nigger-shawn who calls me farah, pok! the chao ah-beng from ri who has like a thousand and one piercings, and the usual qing wong and flor.

then getting to know some of the hockey guys much better too and actually the year2 guys also ... and in fact gotten close to some of them like my muppet caller enoch who's going ns next year! hahah. and sam the-manjen-indian-at-heart-brudder, daryl who's in my og!!! ogls! [eh sam also ogl! ogls unite! haha], izzu, fazly, amir and of coz there's kumar the guy who never goes for any lectures after first 3 months adn hari the ever slack captain. and the new girls team with wonderful ppl despite their playfulness- they are the ones i'll always keep close to my heart too. susan,esther, shiyun, abby, liyana, carol, mandy, xj, gina, qr, michele, farhana... the laughter and joy some of the m bring to trainings and all teh going outs. the hariraya at my place with boy the gusy and girl's team was unforgettable. ahahha the bbq over at sean's place. and so much more. i'll definitely treasure vj team a whole lot.

then of cos 2004 a year to be proud of myself for getting so involved with mcs!!!!! ahhaha i;ve never dreamed or actually see myself getting invovle in mcs. but i must say vj mcs is something diffrent. getting to know more ppeopl and actually gotten closer tosome is really wonderful. faiz! my buddy, shazzy my pekak friend, nizam , rau, khalies, farah, salman an so many more! mcs bbq, mcs buka puasa together, mcs jalan raya! was definitely fun fun fun fun and bersamamu kembali and also tea prty and sitting around rubbishing with each toehr. fun fun fun. i actually never thought i'll enjoy being in mcs.

and then of cos there was the eyecandy parts of 2004! ahhah rj eyecandy, vj eyecandy. ahhaha. and all that and oh OGL-ing! the highlight of the year? ahhaha... ogl pre camp was fun ogl camp was fun. makign new friends and all that . it's really somethign new. something i enjoyed. something i look forward to orientation! in 2 days time.

but wonerful expeirences aside 2004 was also a year of challenge. i must say it was difficult to keep in touch with old friends. your best friend espcieally. i must say it really takes alot of effort on both sides. there were times i felt as though i was losing her and everything but we pulled throguh i guess i guess wats moer important is no matter now little of each otehr we saw, what was more imporatnt was making that tme worthwhile. then there were friendships i almost ruined as well it was terrible really. maybe you dunno how terrible it was for me to feel was left out of ur life and feel so withdrawn for u and you know how much i didnt want to throw away 9 years worth of friendship. but we'll pull through. thanks to marianne and max who were there for me always. and also weechin and keith. i guess it's always hard .. and things like that are somehow inevitable but we'll always try and make an effort. meeting up with good old friends ... like hanis! i havent got a singel date with you and my twinnie i havent seen her either.

and oh 2004 - pw who can ever forget the torturous evil brain wrecking pw. but i had some fun nonetheless. my group wonderful group keith, chermaine and hweemin. thanks for tolerating my nonsense. hahahah... interview with fandi ahmad was wonderful! haha.. and we all pulled through didnt we? pwwww/..... im glad its over how thick was our file? hahahaha

and there were so many little bits of 2004 that made it memorable. like moere new experiences with the lvoe of mine my anieq akmal. everyday brought new expeirneces and watching him grow up is like soooo wonderful. from the little babyto this naughty two year old kid who's lways dragging me around the house to play with him and of cos getting a maid who's damn terrible im glad she;s gone and sister moving in... sigh so manyyy stuff.

but again i guess what's most imporatnt to me are the friends that i have made. things wouldve been different seriously. my vj experience - my 2004 experience would be totally different.

max this wonderful but not funny guy. vj would've been really different without you. i've grown to love this guy so much he's probably one of my bestest guy friends. one of the "different" ac guys haha. one of the more gentlemanly guys in class. the one who tries to crack jokes but all are not funny. the guy who has no other friends bsdie his one and only fariza who's always going out with him. the guy who plays " lets-see-who-has-more-friends-" game whenever we go out. the guy who has one of the smallest eyes in the world. the guy who has been there for me to listen to me whine. i can never thank this guy enough for this year. the econs lecture chat we always have the times when he'll sms and go " far, are you bored?" ang then call and talk rubbish whole night. the guy who'll always buy drinks for marianne and i. teh guy who proclaimed 24th of every motnh fariza's day. the cricket captain. (: the guy with such a long name maximillian chen ruyang. the persn i spent newyears eve eve of newyears eve and newyears day with. hahaha. really love max to the max. hahahah

marianne marianne "outlet" lee... you and max make 2004 such a awonderful time. seeing you and max quarrel 24/7. you and your contagious laughter. you joining hockey and becoming pretty damn good at it. you and your ever so busy schedule and you and ur scouting adn ur brown colour and ur jappo style and shoes! our haircuts togehter. our laughing at tissue paper even though not very funny hahaha... and tahnks for being there for me when i was down and giving pretty good advice. and thank me ur social circle expanded rite! ahhahah... marianne and ehr round face and funky hairstyle. and she beating guys all the time. ahhah tahnks for beign such a wonderful friend, classmate, teammate, nigger-sistahhhh hahah. i love you to the bits and pieces more than u can ever imagine. the girl who buys me beaded bracelet everytime she goes sumwhere. love youuuuuuuuu (:

then there's of cos flor qing and wong who have stuck with me for like the longest time. trainings without the 3 of them would be damn different. the times we slacked together at pac coffee, trying to study together. arguing and bicjkering. and talking about the same goals we have for hockey and qing our city hall mrt chtas.. wflor and her funniness haha,. wong and her always come to school whatever time she likes. and wong bullying qing!!

oh mygod i really cant sum up everythign i went thru this year. and im alreayd so tired. hahaha

but anwyay newyears eve adn part of new year was spent with some wonderful pple! max,marianne, qing, wong, flor, chowngwei, kenneth and pok. we were all at max's place where we set up teh bbq pit and cooked chickens and sausages and fish and corns! so many things to eat and there was pie and slad and coke and we bought cake for wong too! then we played scarbble and ate and ate and ate and watch my girl and down with love and scrabble again and i beat max at scrabble one on one! hahaha. but it aws pretty fun! and i gave max's his buberry shirt and he forgot to give me my fliflak! hahaha teh rest left earlier then qing and i left around 1p lus.

and thursday the day was again spent with maximillian and kungfu hustle such a lame ass show la funny but damn lame! and i met azfar!!! he's working at lido was quite surprised to see him and oh then after the show we went to the toilet and then alexander was showing and we wanted to watch! but then some old angmoh couple were gonna seat at the seats were seating so we ended up watching only the adverts hahaha.. then we slacked and i met some of the crez hockey ppl then we went to coffee club and slackeeeeeeeeeed and took the last train home.hahaha i've been spending too much time with max! hahaha

oh well it's such a long entry i finally end.
happy 2005 everybody
and as for resolutions.. well nothing really.. one thing i want for the world. peace, help for teh poor tsunami victims and well.. yeah.. it's really sad

and well maybe do well for as and just enjoy wat 2005 has to offer.

off i go and try to think of sumthign to type for my history assignment

shamphoo let go on 19:51