I'll never light your eyes up like they should

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and so i think i spent more time travelling to school than actually being in school. anyway yes... damn boring day.

anyway i think adoption is such a wonderful thing. was watching this show on adoption and oh my gosh my heart just melted la. so sad but happy at the same time. cos you know that the baby will be able to live an adequate life and be loved and havee sufficient of everything. (:

and max is such a dumbass haha. cos i told him to watch the show as well

max: so why they adopt the baby?
far: cos fred and sue cant have a baby la
max: but why cant they have their own baby?
far: cos they have feritility problems?
max: but how come they have fertility problems?
far: cos sue cant conceive la deyy and dont ask me why she cant conceiv okay
max: but why cant i ask you?

max loves to irritate me. bleahhhh d:

and so i was telling max that next time i shall adopt kids! and he asked why i cant have my own. -_-. i mean i would love to have my own then i shall have 4 kids. but i wanna adopt too if i have the means and love kids who needs my love and give them a good home and education so that they will grow up and be useful ppl and hopefully contribute to the society and be wonderful helpful caring ppl. i mean they to need love and care. and i think love is so important. that's why everyone should spread the love. so maybe i'll have 4 kids and adopt 4 kids. then i'll have 8 kids! ahhah i like big families! it'll be so fulfilling watching your kids grow up and you'll be so proud of them. (: then i'll have 8 kids, a good; nice; loving; understanding; funny; someone who loves kids; good-looking; smart; intelligent; sporty; curly-haired; taller-than-me; helpful; "retarded" husband [hahahahah that's just like an anyhow influx of adjectives btw. for fun] we'll buy a big enough house to fit 8 kids 2 adults plus my parents and little brother and i maen anieq and if bob still hasnt got his own place he can always sleep in the store and my granny and hopefully i'll be able to afford a nice enough house with a nice garden and we'll have our cats and have nice big 7/8-seater car where we can hopefully fit the whole family and we can all go picnics together and go on nice holidays. then i'll bring my kids to the park/field every weekend and we'll play soccer or catching or frisbee or i'll teach them hockey! or softball or rugby or badminton or tennis or any other sport. then we'll go swimming and all my kids will be good swimmers! then we'll have a monthly or fortnightly family grocery shopping and we'll go to cold storage together and take the cart and just buy everything we want from cold storage. cos i love grocery shopping. then i'll bring them to ikea and we can buy cheap rubbish stuff like 5dollars postcards. and we'll go to the zoo!!! and eat ben and jerrys. and i'll buy my kids lego so that we can altogether build wodnerful tall and majestic buildings and i'll buy them playdoh so that we can all play play-doh together. (: hahah happy family. that'll be nice.

cant wait to be a social worker one day. i think i'll love my job. helpign people is such a fulfiling job.

and yes i was watchign amazxing race andthe old couple don and maryjean so sweet la. i wanna grow old like that. oh-so-sweet. like candies. really. i mean don cried cos he's so proud of his wife and how he kept callingh her sweetheart and they're like in their 60s? so sweet raelly. eh very happy-ness and yayness to still be so oh-so-loving at that age. iwanna grow old like that too.

ahahhahahahahah oh my god this entry is sooooooo -insertsword-

and anyway i met enoch my muppetcaller! on the train on the way to school today. we have to go out soon! hahaha

gabe: not pmsing btw.hahahaha. takecare la u dont worry. im fine . ahha

kit: yes pls meet up. whenever you're free. havent seen you in ages.

li: come back for training sooooooooooooooooooooooooon!

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