I'll never light your eyes up like they should

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hmm... it's inevitable isn't it? at one point in your life either you're being judge by people you don't know or you judging someone you don't know. we form this impression of a person through his actions or through others' saying about him/her. no matter how hard you try to not to judge a particular person but somehow you just happen to have this impression of the person without even knowing the real person himself. life's really complicated. say you have this impression of a person whom you don't know well and because of what others sayabotu him or her you have a bad impression of him or her. but on the other hand you never know what others might think of you either rite? at one point or another come on let's face it we're all guilty of judging someone, forming an impression of someone you dont know well or worse thinking all sorts of negative things abotu the person when you don';t even know the person. i for one am guilty of judging a person i don't know before even trying to get to know the person. and it feels eevn worse when you actually find out " hey this person's not bad after all.." after talking to the person, getting to know what the person is actually like and putting aside what you've heard others say about that particular person. it feels horrible actually. that regret kinda feeling?

but well.. again look at the bright side of things, we all make mistakes " too err is human to forgive divine" [ the very particular phrase that max and i both used in our compo which led ms tan to thinking that we're together . hahah like hellllooooo ?? haha ]. everyone makes mistakes and well i've been telling myself never to judge anyone and so far its getting not bad except for one person whom i've sort of got to know and once i've judged this person. and well i regret it. really. we should all try and get to know a person before ever ever judging or forming an impression esp a bad one. hmmm sighhh i dunno just thought about it on my way home. i feel like a terrible person for judging that one person actually.

well and today i sort of made two new friends. this rj girl who's hartini's friend thea, on the train. and also benjamin who happens to be elaina's cousin? ahahh damn small world. but he's damn funny la. really really. " can i be your best friend too? " ran 4.8 today after sch wtih marianne . then we slacked awhile and went for dinner with that that that fast-ly. hahaha he's damn corny la.

actually it's been a pretty alrite day la

shamphoo let go on 08:01