I'll never light your eyes up like they should

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sigh it really worries me and pains me to see a friend so down and troubled by stuff. like today. one of my classmates wasnt his usual self. i realised it early in the morning, and was really wondering wat was wrong. so yeah. didnt want to really ask at first, but during break after econs asked wat was wrong cos usually he'll be qt chatty and stuff and today he was more to himself. then he just told me abt the effed up napoleon essay that we just got back and that he just pass and told me not to worry and that he's fine. though i know he's not.

throughout the day was really tired though. econs was irritating and oohh during our break mari,clarence and i were talkin to ms tan abt that econs tutor of ours. haha. oh well she really sucks. then yeah history lecture, maths lect, chaucer and maths tutorial. was really so tired i dunno why. must be the trainings.but looking forward to friday's game!

anyway he looked really upset or troubled abt sumthing and during lit he was very quiet too. and like i felt really uncomfortable. hate it when ur friend got something bothering him/her and i dunno how to help. anyway there was really sumthign wrong since he just quickly packed his bag and left the class straight after maths. sighhh. but i was quite glad he told me stuff after smsing him asking if he was ok. glad that i could help him abit and was tryin to cheer him up and stuff. although i really was at a lost for words a few moments and i felt terrible cos i dunno what to say. but i hope he's feeling better. shall buy him chocs to cheer him up tmrw ! yep. sigh. i hope he's really feeling better. dont want him to look so down and all. i like his chatty and rubbish self.

sucks not knowing wat to say or do when u're trying to comfort sumone. sigh felt like shit .

but in case you're reading this, though im not sure if u will. but you know who u are, ya. thigns happen for a reason and life aint always smooth sailing. its tough i understand i mean im sorta going thru the same stuff too. maybe not exactly the same but almost ok la. not alamost but close. so i udnerstand i know you feel horrible and it sucks being in the position but all i can say is that talk about it. and see how things go. at least you get it off your chest and not think about ti too much. ok.>?? smiles ya.

anyway after sch went to pp with qing for lunch then went around awhile. came back to school and took cab down to ccab for training. we were too lazy to take the bus and wongxi kept insisting that it'll cost 11 plus when we all know it'll cost 8 plus. hahah. training was alrite pretty tiring but can la. tmrw short corner trainings. ooh and there was spot check today. ahaha look like dunno what la tuck my blouse in haha. was quite funny too.

got this off hm's blog. qt nice. i think it's sorta true, its qt sweet. ya.

"When you are together with that special someone,
you pretend to ignore that person.
But when that special someone is not around,
you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back,
to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from
that special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone,
you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets,
you would not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend",
but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person."

shamphoo let go on 06:33