I'll never light your eyes up like they should

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as i was walking to delta from redhill mrt station in the afternoon, listening to the radio at the same time, trying not to think about the hot sun, and playing the game in the blazing sun, i suddenly thought about how i hafn't been out with my bestie for such a long time. as in really go out and have lunch and window shop and movies and slack around. the only times we see each other is during our weekly div 2 matches and then sumtimes that will be followed by breakfasts or dinners. other than that. i hafnt been spending much time with me bestie. and just as when i was thinking abt that she called to ask where i was. haha.

anyhows yep. kinda miss the times we used to hang out every single day back in crescent. but nonetheless we see each toehr every week almost. so that's a good thing. and hopefully next week i can find the time to go out with her to watch 50 first dates. yep.

but anyhows, nothing much has changed. realised that i treasure the little things alot that we share. especially now that we dont spend as much time togehter. like i treasure our little journeys back home, taking the mrt from redhill and walking from delta to the mrt station and talking talkin talking and catching up with each other's life, all those things we've missed.and today was no different. ahha it was good to talk to her abt loads of stuff ive been thinking abt. and we're both kinda facing the same problem eh? haha. but it was wonderful. and it all started with " lemme give you an update about my life" and we were both sighing and sighing abt our sort-of-same dilemma. i love my bestie.

anyway, today was such a hot day i swear my contacts almost melted la. and im black nowwwwww -whines- im so black after the match and my cheeks hurt and my shoulders too. i think i got sunburnt too. it was blardy hot. the sun has no mercy. played against csc today. and we drew them 1-1. not bad considering they're one of the top teams. yep. and our keeper did really well today! good job ad! :))) . it was really hot i had no energy i tell you. was running and pushing myself so hard. but i screwed up my shot corners real bad. sighhh.. anyway it was such a hot day rite and we only had 11 players exactly and the water container was like 3/4 gone when most of the time with more players , not even half of the container is gone. that was how hot it was.

and next week will be hockey almost everyday. i hope i wont die. haha. and i think i shall ask edna tan for an extension for my hist essay. andn next week history tests i think for both paper 1 and 3 . oh noooo... sigh and i have so much work to do todayyy....

and i have to thank jee yonghun who tolerated my whinings the whole night and morning till abt 1 . heh. who listened to me whine and whine. thank you. although you claim you were'nt much help. but hey. thank you for listening that's enough already.

and today, just now, not too long ago, im amazed by how simple, unsignificant stuff like that, make me smile. like really smile. sighhh :)))

shamphoo let go on 04:53