I'll never light your eyes up like they should

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there's so many things that im thinking abt and i feel really horrible right now. i just wish i know the right words to say. i wish that i could fly over right now and comfort you and talk to you about it and so you wont keep thinking that way. but right now the words just wont come out. i cant seem to find the words i wanna say. and i just wanna go to you and giev you a big hug and tell you everything is alright. but i know you'll tell me that it's not gonna be alright. :(((. but i hope you'll think again.

today was normal. i seem to say that in every entry. nothing really interesting. sch was like that. and well my legs are aching again. i dunno why. but the bunny suicide book is funny. marianne and i burst out laughing. esp the one where the bunny flushed itself in the toilet bowl dan funny. and yep.. school ended promised qing to run with her ran round the track and talked to her too. so it didnt feel tired at all running the 8 rounds. and there was softball match goign on as well

the softball guys lost and most of them were crying. yep. and ohhh i think the hockey guys' jerseys are quite nice yep yep. and ya kumar was funny. ahha.. ohhh and qing and i ate so much icecream today. oh nooo.. cos her fren treated her the solro icecream the lime one then i suddenly ogt the craving for icecream, so i bought cornetto and qing bough another solero and we shared. then i felt like eating again so bought another solero and shared.heh.

yep went home with qing after that. had a good time chatting with her abt alot of stuff. :))) yep. reached home and my legs are aching and granny's sleeping already
oh noooo

shamphoo let go on 08:46