I'll never light your eyes up like they should

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i think ive got a toothache and the ulcer's killing me. oh well. been a normal day with loads of thinking . dunno lah . i wish i could tell you that i dont feel rite. i wish i could talk to you like before but dunno why i cant. im sorry. and that it's hard for me to express what i wanna say cos i find it hard to put my emotions into words. but well. i tink it'll all soon pass and just be a another page of my history.

day's been pertty tiring woke up damn early for the game. against combined schools. we only had like 9-10 players. but ok lah considering we hafnt played as a team before and all. we did pretty alrite despite being thrashed. went breafst with loi and whitney after that. stupid bk woman was attitude-ing. so sickening.

yesterday's fun-o-rama was pertty ok. nothing much raelly. but we saw quite alot of ppl. woke up later though was suppose to go to cjc first w=to meet whitney and kakit at 1030. then yeah met them at cjc. waited for whitney to finsih bathing and all. went lunching with them plus made a new friend. who's their friend. initially even whtiney thought that that fren of kakit's name was charles but it turned out to be "chow" which is his surname. ahah and he happens to be jianyong's friend too. yeah. lunching at taka. wit the 3 of them then off to acjc. met yiting and hairin there too. so we went together. there was really alot of ppl. and it was blardy hot. ermm... met some ppl .. let's see met xianghao, oh and we saw quincy again. haha. we keep seeing quincy around all the time. hahaha.

then we walked around summore so zaria! she was leaving anyway. then we found audrey, huikoen adn pau at their candy floss stall. we met bjorn and loads of whitney's cjc friends. i met raudhah there too. and rashez. ermmm tzeqi,jiaying,hweemin,shuchua and summore classmates. i saw dominique. oh i met keith on the bus on my way to cjc. we met the twins! debra! hafnt seen deb for so long. =) then we met stef shanna and huiee then we hang out with them and went to the haunted house thing which cost like 10 bucks,. met yanyi too . actually saw alot of ppl. oh saw max too. and he was so mean. as if im so short. i was like standing rite in front of him and he didnt see me. then he started laughing when he realise i was in front of him. met sha, saw pris. ermmmm wahh actually alot of ppl lah. oh saw that vs guy from my school too. the guy whom i keep seeing around. was like telling whitney i saw him when he was like beside her and she didnt see him and she chased after him just to see his face. haha. funnny. btu was pretty tiring lah. yep . went to eat ice cream at crepes and cream after that with whtiney. took teh bus with sum of her friends, tim and john they all. funny bunch of ppl. ahha. was pretty alrite.

am so tired now and i have tno idea how to do the lit assingment. bleah .

ShouTouTs

H A N I S . hey brother. thanks a whole lot. i know i can always msg you and talk abt my stuff but i just dont want to bother you. i mean you have your own stuff to handle already. tellign you my stuff just will trouble you more. and i hope ure doing good with siti and all. i miss you alot though. hafnt been hearing any news from you lately. you take good care ok. i'll msg you soon

Y I C H U A N. hey you. we always say we're gonna meet up some day but we can never ever find the time to meet up. sigh.this boy is sooooo busy. i miss you terribly and i know you miss me alot too. haha. and you hafnt been blogging much recently and we dont exactly chat online that often anymore. and so i missyou uber much. miss eating kaya bread with you. haha. i want my kaya bread!!! have to meet up sumwhere this week ya. i love yichuan loads and lots and loads and lots. =)

Y A S H I R A. firstly sorry about saturday at the fun-o-rama although i know i apologised already. but nvm . again. i really wanted to talk to you and all. didnt mean to like didnt really talk tmuch. im so glad you're doing fine in rjc. and i definitely miss my malay partner. and you cut your hair! so short. ahha but change is good. gonna see you soon though. -beams-

N A D I A H. idiot. you never call me. find lah sumone in mjc hafing fun forget me lah. tsk tsk. hahah. kidding lah. my fren for like how long still dont want to call me and update. fine lah. go away. ahhahah. i miss tuition days.

C A C H. hey sisterr. cheer up k. if you need to talk you know im here. you sound so troubled. i'll see you tmrw in school. =)

K A K I T . you're my colour pencils. -winks- only kakit and i know why kakit is my colour pencil rite. i can never thank God enough for hafing you as my friend. glad we got closer as each year passes by. knwoing you for the past 9 years. wahhh one hell of a drama man. but yeah. been seeing you almost everyweek. and all. im glad you're in my life kit. kakit will always be my colour pencil.

W H I T N E Y. ahhh you my bestie. nothing to say. you know how much you mean to me. so enuff said.

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