I'll never light your eyes up like they should

20040121

dunno why im feeling a little off rite now. not in the mood to talk or anything. really felt bad when whitney called and i was like talking to her half heartedly although i really wanted to know wats happening with her and all. but at least i got some stuff of my chest with her . yeah.i love my bestie loads. i love you whitney. ahha. but im still feeling rather hmmm off. yep. its weird lah. im not exactly angry nor sad nor disappointed or anything just that feeling when you dont feel like talkign to anyone or chattign with anyone and all you wanna do is lie down and stone but again whe u decide to do that you just feel as though you gotta do sumthing else. ok im rambling nonsense.

anyhows, today was pretty alrite. besides the fact that i feel like killing you. yes you. no i dont lah not literally. but yes you. anyway. i decided to drag myself out of bed after like only 5 hours of sleep to school which was quite wasting time lah since school ended like 930 and the celebrations were mediocre. nothing great. danced mass dance though. didnt know Lucas was admn on about mass dance lah. he's damn funny. danced until his whole shirt wet and he kept going " one more one more" funny Lucas. ermm... decided not to go back to Crescent cos they end like at 10 and considering how far VJ is from Crescent i decided not to. didnt go for the MCS meeting thing also. im too lazy lah. shoot me. so went to town to meet Cach who was late! and Kumar irritatingly followed me haha cos he wanted to meet Cach. stupid fellow. he's irritating but he's pretty entertatining in an irritating way. oh yeah! on the way to school.. kumar was soooo irritating. my goodness. i can die. lucky Enoch got on the bus and he irritated me less. haha . every morning i haf to tahan that kumar.

anyway met Cach and went to lucky to play pool. met HuiKoen and Yanyi! they cut their hair. so long never see them. =) after that went to eat first cos that kumar insisted on eating. so Cach and i watched him eat. then proceeded to go play pool. and i met YICHUAN!!!! he was with Weiting. hafnt seen yichuan for so long. i missed that guy alot. but he wasnt feeling well i think so we didnt really talk much. and weiting ponned school. haha. yep. yichuan looks the same still but he looks tired. maybe cos he's not feeling too well. but still i got a hug from yichuan.haha. i like yichuan's hugs. =) haha. after that Cach and i went to play pool and kumar disappeared sumwhere with his friends. played awhile only for like an hour. cos we're suppose to meet teh class at like 1pm. so yeah. Cach is not bad! and she claims to be lousy. Farid came by to watch for awhile. yeah and left when we left. hmmm met the rest of the ppl at Lido and in the end they didnt plan to watch the movie cos it's too late. oh well.... so ended up eating at Swensens. Wei and Stace joined too cos they said they were really bored.

Swensens was quite packed so like it was really long before we got a table for 12. yep. and i met hairin! she ate at Swensens too. and i met Eugenia too. i met alot of pple today. =) so eat eat eat eat at swensens and i tell you i think my class ppl have big appetites.and i tried the cookie summit icecream. nice nice. yep. after eating everyone left for home for their reunion dinner. so cach and i walked around summore cos was actually waiting for Farid to reach town. went to see alot of cute stuff. met Zaria and Dee along the way. my bimbo friend. anyway Farid went to watch PeterPan at Great World and i waited for him cos he said he was gonna call after he finish eating with his friends or sumthing. oh well asked me to go watch with him. but it'll be weird going with his friends and all. so decided not to. went home after that since cach had to leave soon too. and thanks to cach who kindly exchange the hp battery with em cos mine like was gonna die and she lives like damn near town. yep.

oh yesterday's bbq was pretty fun!! hahah... before that had school and training and all was pretty ok lah school. cos i think my class was kinda crazy yesterday... max and shuchua are back from india btw. yep and i brought the teddy grahams biscuits to school. so passed it aroudn and stuff. econs lect was funny lah. lucas kept making alot of noise and well not many ppl listen to econs lect so yeah... and hmm cant really remember anymore interesting stuff. except that edna tan was quite pissed during gp. yep. other than that it was the usual stuff lah. pe got excused cos sumthign like those training with the college team need not take the third period pe or sumthing. hopefully. but that doesnt make any diff cos ran 4.8 for training. my body was like damn screwed yesterday lah. had a horrible stitch. but i managed to finish running. didnt do the sprints though. but the stitch was really horrible. then my right leg decided to like tense up and then i happily knocked my ankle with my stick. like screwed lah. but ok lah.. training was pretty slack had team talk and all... then a few drills.. shooting, flicks and stuff... rushed to bbq at zav's place with stace, wei, cach and jonny. yep./

so yeah ... bbq was actually for both the seniors and juniors of A53 so basically was 03A53 and 04A53.. quite ok everyone was like doing their own stuff... then cooking playing cards and i learnt how to play bridge. its dan hard lah. but i thnk i can roughly get it so far. alittle bit. the food was alrite.. talked and took some photos .. hafnt uploaded them though.. hmmm oooh the best part was that... some of the seniors decided to swim in the pool.. then the guard like chase them out or sumthing cos sumthing like they shouldnt be swimming and all the crap.. then after that they went in the second time and the guards were starting to chase them and all... was quite hilarious with the guys hiding sumwhere like in the girls toilet or sumthing. then the 3 guards were making such a big fuss out of the whole thing lah . but zav was quite pro at handling it. haha.. of cos the guards lost the battle lah.. i mean they just kept going " i told them not to swim" watever lah... stupid lah..but in all it was fun. and stace is funny. she was like " do you want me to give you a kiss?" and i thought she was kidding and i went ya ok. haha and after giving me a kiss she realised that i hadnt washed my face after training yet. haha funny stace. but stacey is nice. haha =)

yeah reached home like at 1210 like that.. lucky the train was still around and stuff not soo bad. yeah. was damn shagged after that.oh well... im still feeling slightly horrible. but i think im gonna be better soon yeah. shall go entertain myself with sumthing interesting.

shamphoo let go on 05:20