I'll never light your eyes up like they should

20031001

gosh i just hate you sometimes. you dont have to call me out of the blue once in a while to just boost ur damn ego you know. its irritating me. and yes you picked just the right time when im feeling really horrible to call me. to say what.... ok number one to ask if i got back my results and i just felt like screaming into the phone. you should thank God that i didnt . and you didnt haf to call just to tell me " eh i've just got crescent's prelims paper. your amath is damn easy can .. sure get a1 one rite. your history also so damn easy man hahaha.." well you don't haf to stuff it into my face if you thought it was easy rite. cos i know u dont think it is and you're just doing that cos you just feeling like doing so or maybe you're just freaking doing that to irritate the hell out of me or to wait for me to say " no it was difficult" and make yourself feel that you're the smartest shit in the world. so stop fucking do that . you're lucky im more tolerant than whitney or pauline thats why u probably call me to stuff it to my face cos you know im the sort that will at least put up with you cos i dont want to be rude cos i treat you as a friend. but then again you're just an acquaintaince really. and you just dont get the freaking idea whenever i tell you off to stop being so freaking ego cos i know you're just putting up a show. you're forver telling me your tests or exams are so freaking easy and all but in actual fact you write in your blog that you think u gonna flunk your amath. oh i forgot i dont think you realise i came across your blog. but i dont need you to know that. you act as if you're so freaking smart and that you damn school is the best school in singapore and that you're probably the best hockey player in the damn world. time after time i've told you to stop being such an egoist cos you cant survive if you continue like that. and time after time im being such a silly nice girl who puts up with you. and you just dont fucking get it when i tell you off dont you? maybe i tell you off in a too nice way. so yeah maybe that's why you dont get it. you told someone that you're thinking of dropping ut pure geog and told her not to tell me. i wonder why and all this time u tell me geog was so freakign easy. yeah rite. wat a liar. well i think again and realise maybe you just need me to boost your ego when in actual fact you have so many insecurities and maybe even inferiorty complex disorder or something and im just like your freaking ego helpline who tolerates you freaking nonsense and you think that im only joking when i tell you to stop being such an ass. well if you realise that im writing this about you and if you ever even raed this shit. well im glad you did. cos i want you to realise wat a jerk you are sometimes and calling me today to tell me wat you want to say did not help at all. and i certainly did not appreaciate it ok. at least you're smart enough to realise i wasnt in the mood to tok to you and decided to hang up before i blow up on you. smart move.

shamphoo let go on 06:08