I'll never light your eyes up like they should

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ahhh ate alot yesterday and today. bro came over and we had pizza for dinner. hahah hawaiian plus meat lovers' yummy. him, my younger bro and i savoured the wonderful pizza. haha nobody else wanted to eat wat...

hmmm today was not really productive.. ahh bingo during lessons with whtiney and tlaking about dresses? yup.. hmm played twister again. and Fariza's champion!! ahha 3 wins staight in a row. wahhhaha. sigh results tmrw and wednesday.. bleah.. i wanna know them yet i dont. sigh wat if i cant make it first 3 months... :(

hmmm i just realised how hypocritical people can be sometimes and mean too. i mean i've realised it before but today i just suddenly realised how ppl can be mean straight in other ppl's faces too. sigh i dunno what to do. sometimes i feel like saying it all out loud and making the person realise she shouldnt be . i know its her nature but still... it happened sooooo many times. i mean even to her own friends? ahh.. i donno... i'm just not comfortable with it. esp when it involves my friends. but nonetheless there's nuthing i can do about it. well not much really. knowing the kind of person she is. i just wish ppl wont be so hypocritical all the time .. ahhh to the extend of being mean. maybe the person she's being mean to doesnt realise it but someone else does. and it's not very nice? hmmm... i'm in a dilemma. it kinda hurts sumtimes too. maybe others can laugh about it as if it was a joke and stuff. but i cant. i cant just shrug it off as a joke. i mean i know everyone's hypocritical to an extent but not to that extent to your own friends? ugh. i donno what else to say or even think.

2 more weeks and im out of school

shamphoo let go on 03:13