I'll never light your eyes up like they should

20030529

ok before i disassembled my computer. hmm thi is gonna be a very sentimental entry because this is gonna be the last time im gonna seit in this chair in this bedroom of mine, at this spot to use the computer.today is officially the last day that im gonan use the computer in this house. sigh.

cant belive moving today already. not really today. actually tomoro but we're staying there today and tomoro we're gonna move all the other things there. cant beleive im actually leaving shunfu already. the memories. the people. my home here. i actually lived here since chewing gum existed in singapore.

actually this house belongs to my uncle. we lived with him for awhile. then he got married and sold this house tom my mum so the house is ours. shunfu is has a really special placei n my heart. not only is it a good location as there are so many buses to practically anywhere and the market, food courts, shopping mall and macritchie is just a stone's throw away. but all the memories that i have here are really special to me.

i remember when i was young. i loved to go to uncle shop which till now is still there. i played with the uncle's kids who were also coincidentally in my primary school. we watched each other grow up and now we're all so big. uncle and auntie were the most caring and nice shopkeepers i've ever met. they'll always askhow im doing and they know each and every one of my family memebers. i remembered how when i was in nursery and kindergarten i will go to their shop on my home to buy sumthing. i remembered this packets that cost 50 cents and inside they'll be a toy or sumthing. and i loved buying those cos sumtimes u never know but u could get 2 bucks.

my nursery os still there and so is my kindergarten. i remember my friends. hah. those times. we were all innocent and young. remembered the time i decided to share my money with estee an at the end of the day i realised i wanted to buy sumthing so i asked her back for the money but she refused to give me back so i had no choice but just take it back. ahha and she cried. sorry estee. remembered in k1 this malay boy would always walk up with me to my house coz he stays on the 5th floor. and i on the 3rd so he didnt take the lift but instead walk up the stairs with me. so sweet. wonder wat happen to him now.

primary school was nearby but i took the school bus till i war p5. was really haha. i dunno how to put it. hmmm lets see sum really wonderful memories of shunfu. ngaji. my ngaji place is really special too. made all the friends. some whom were really close. i was there since i was pri 2 and cik asnah watched me grow up till now. i watched sum peple go and i watched new ppl come in. those lil kids were the most adorable. they never failed to cheer me up. syiqin,mira,sabrina and fariz. they are the ones. sigh. so cute. then there's lili, my god-brother. the one the funny and irirtating one. haha. he's wonderful really funny.

then, there's pri 6 one of the memorble times. because that was the year the year that rachel me david and hanmeng hung out alot. blk 301 was the place that we met and well i knew hanmeng since kindergarten but that was the time me and rachel got to know david. we had alot of fun together. we build our art structure uner block 301. and all the glue and toothpicks, we played cathching after that drank pepsi and put grass in hanmeng's pepsi and david actedas though it was "just grass" and so he drank it and ended up spitting everything out. remember 316. our special place. where we talked and joke and played. when hanmeng and david was 45 minutes late and we wanted to go off then they came with pizza. 316 is really a speical place. remember david's house playground. david swung so high he jump off the swing and we all saw his snoopy underwear. remember the police post where we decided that we had nuhting better to do and we saw this advertisement selling porn vcds so we went to tell the police . and david's zipper happily broke. so he had to cover it with his shirt. remember how we went to 7-eleven before goign to 316 and hanmeng and david bought us drinks. the grpae and apple thing inside the nice bottle. and how i wanted grape and hanmeng took the other grape so david wanted the grpae one so he kindly let me haf the grpae one. remember how we used to go to the playground to play blindman and hanmeng was the monkey, david was the eleplahnt, rach was the dog and i was the cat. remmebered we played uno lah monopoly lah. all the games. remembered we played truth or dare and i made david run up the stairs all the wya up and down againn. and then he did the same to me after that. remember how the guys would either skate skooter or cycle all the time around the neigbourhood. remember how david walked me home sumtimes and we'll tok under my block until hanmeng screamed at david to go home. remember sending rachel to the busstop. remember last year and hanmeng and david played with candles on lantern festival. we played at the playground and burnt the concrete ground. its all black now. remmeber we went out to watch movies remember mission impossble 2. remember we used to go ice skating. remember last year that i hung out with them to just slack around.hmm so many meories. and i remember when hanmeng moved house.

i'll miss my room. i'll miss my house. i'll miss the feel of the wooden floor of my liveing room under my feet. and our living room. i'll miss walking up to the 3rd story everyday. i'll miss my neighbours. i'll miss sitting here in fornt of my computer. i'll miss doing work on my big bed. i'll miss the nioses of the cars from the road just in front of my block. i'll miss going around my neighbourhood. i'll miss uncle shop. i'll miss thomson plaza, the macs.,market anda lot of things. i'll miss ppl here. i'll miss having to go ngaji. i'll miss being able to go to 316 anytime i want. i'll miss walking to the busstop every morning. seeing the ppl in the bus that i've seen for the past 4 years in the bus.. i'll missseeing the same pple at the busstop. the ftpps boy who loves to compete with me who reaches the busstop first, that scgs girl with her fren, that track ri guy, hm malot i guess.

ok i've got to diassembled the comp now.

shamphoo let go on 17:59