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HAPPY MAY DAY!!

okok not that its any use. but a holiday is good. especially now. i need more of aholidays. tomoro english mye paper. saturday hmt mye paper. and next fridae. starts dooms day. aka mye. sigh. life has been pretty rough? hmm not a good word. watever. been doing alot of work. teachers are just like piling and piling us with work. and there's just so much to study. gah!

american idol was good. and i really really really really think that joshua gracin should be out. what's wrong with american that reuben was in bottom 2? spas. and clay was damn good. i really enjoyed his performance. and he sang the second song, solitaire, even neil sedaka? watever his name .. had like tears in his eyes. gosh. and he told clay " you haf taken away that song from me forever its officially now clay aiken's song" or sumthing like that. i thought that was a really wonderful compliment anyone could get. all the way clay. [stef must be really thrilled] haha.

had tuition today. miss leow was late. i thought i was late. then i saw all my tuition ppl outside waiting. so yeah. raining like hell. and im so proud i know how to do intergration . hahah. and i still hate vectors. its doesnt make sense. -shrugs- had pft on tuesdae. did it with whitney. haha screwed fitness going down the drain i tell u . i think i really hockey. got a gold. but not my best i guess. shuttle run was good though. one of my best timings i think. hmm dunno cant really remember. and yesterdae and tuesdae was like this five stones craze in class. hahah not the whole class. only the few of us. haha

remembered yesterdae me and stef were challenging each other [ it ended halfway coz stef went to change and other ppl started playing ] and we were like challeneger and iron chef. it was funny. and whitney is trying very hard to pass round 1. ahha. she's practising. ahha... although she hasnt manageede to complete one round.

hai. time flies so fast. in another 30 days. approximately. im going to move house. im sad. i dun want to leave my estate. ive been here sing i was like 3? attached to this small estate called shunfu villa. i love this place. all the familiar places. hai. even the shop across the block. ive known the uncle and his family since chewing gum was still around in singapore. can u imagine. my nursery and kindergarten school is still there. occasionally i see my nursery teacher and kindergarten teachers who sadly dun remember me anymore. my ngaji place where i've made so many frens in the neighbourhood. and ive been there since i was 8. so my ngaji teacher practically saw me thru my whole childhood. my optical shop the uncle. where i made my first specs and my first contacts. the childrens' library where i used to go hang out and made frens and eventually after i was too old to be a member helped out around the library, the librarians who were so nice , aunty anne, aunty annie and aunty pauline. the library where i met charmaine, my good fren. and the friendship between me and cindy grew stronger and we got to know each other better. she was a great friend although she was my pri sch senior.my used-to-be religious class, and ustazah nor who still remembers me so well. the playground where we played this bling man game mostly me david hanmeng and rachel. 316, the place. our place. rachel me david and hanmeng. remembered the pizza the guys ordered for us and made me and rachel wait for 1 hour. that was in pri 6. the void deck of 301. the open space behind 301 where david bravely drank the pepsi that me and rachel stuffed grass in with the pepsi hoping hanmeng would drink it. but in the end hanmeng found out and david wanted to prove that it was "just grass". the playground near david's house. where we sat on the swings and david cleverly decided to jump off the swing where it was high and he landed ok but we all saw his snoopy underwear.

that time on lantern festival last year when hanmeng and david called me to come down and the three of us just hung out at the playground where we used to play blindman 3 years ago, playing with candles and "fire". [ ok we made quite a big fire and left the concrete floor black]. the time we played basketball and soccer at the basketball court and monopoly under my block. the times when david and hanmeng either cycling or skate-skootering around. times when hanmeng would whistle under my block to get me downstairs.that time when the four of us decided that we had nuthing better to do and we found this advertisement from the letterboxes about buying porn vcds and we went to the police post to report it and david's zip broke and he had to cover his pants with his shirt. haha.

so many ppl i'll miss in my estate. i'll miss uncle shop. where uncle and auntie are so nice. they're the best shopkeepers i';ve known. i'll miss how easy issit to get around to anywhere from my estate. i love the nomber of buses. haha i can go practically anywhere. from bishan to hougang to geylang to bukitbatok to yishun to clementi to holland to school to orchard to queenstown to amk to bukit timah. there are straight buses. i'll miss how there's a market and food court just a stone's throw away. and the shop and save and how its easy for me to go to macritchie and walk to even thomson plaza and macdonalds. i'll miss the playground the library the basketball court where guys just love to play soccer there. i'll miss the atmosphere. the surroundings. the quite surroundings. i'll m9iss going ngaji actually. i'll miss seeing familiar faces. i'll miss the busstop where i take the bus from every morning and seeing the same pple. i'll miss goign to junction8 with mummy. i'll miss only hafing to take 10 minutes to go tuition and never be late. i'll miss walking the overhead bridge. i'll miss alot of things.

i'll miss ppl. david, my pri sch fren, whom i used to like and he lives so near and i'll miss his presence around i'll miss hafing to hang out at 316 and knowing that i'll live much further from hanmeng and you. i'll miss fadli aka lili. my "god-brother" ahha who i knew since i was eight and he was 6. my pri sch junior. the really cute boy whom i treated like my own brother. who always had sumthing to tease me about. who was so so so adorable. haf alot of memories with you and went i told him i was going to move house he was like " what??? no way....so far... i wont get to see you anymore" such a sweet guy. he's really farnie and we talk alot . hahah everytime see him around we'll just talk. i'll miss shafinah, my pri sch classmate, knowing she live so near and i dun get to see around often and i saw he r today!!! so happy. i'll miss aunty anne , aunty annie. who are so concern and always asking me how im doing. i'll miss cik asnah during ngaji. i'll miss nagji pple, esp the lil kids - syiqin who is just so so sos soso adorable she's really cute. amirah for her laughter and corniness, sabrina so her so angelic but cunnning smile, fariz who is just sooooo cute. he'll grow up to be so goodlooking. i'll miss going ngaji, the ppl esp the guys who are btw wall younger than me , are alsways cracking up jokes and making a fool out of themselves and htey are mostly my pri sch juniors come to think about it.

i'll miss seeing ppl whom i dun really know actually. -shrugs- i'll miss abang hairul who was my pri sch senior, he's very nice smile that greets me everytime i see him and occasionally asking me how am i although we dun tok often. i just saw him today. remembered how when i was in pri 1 and 2 he used to be this guy whom i'll run to if anyone bullys me and he'll cum and tell the person off. haaha. i'll miss so many ppl and so many things . i just dunno how it'll be when i move. sigh. i think i better go . i should go. pass my time limit. -shrugs- sighs

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