I'll never light your eyes up like they should

20051015

14 oct marked the end of a well-spent 2 years in vjc. although it wasnt really farewell cos we'll still be seeing each other till after As. so yeah.

and i'm thinking, maybe this marks the end of my blogging.

byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

shamphoo let go on 23:43

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shamphoo let go on 05:36

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bouncing beans <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3669/113/1600/P10002242.JPG">

cach and i and cool background

my firefly, i love

all blacks

chris my pimp! manymany loves!

we're in the spotlight okay, except kubo heh

280905, the people.

hafiz totally act cute, cannot tahan ahhh. hahah <3

shamphoo let go on 01:18

20050923

i'm really disappointed when flor told me yesterday that only the 5 of us seniors are going for the thailand trip at the end of the year - thats qing, wong, flor, mari and i. i mean i dunno i though the whole team was gonna go, it's like the last chance that the team can play together and everybody doesnt wanna go either cos of their own plans, too expensive or smth. yes i cant agree more that the trip's abit expensive butttt can use edusave wat? and seriously i was looking forward to the trip the WHOLE YEAR and now? half the team is not going and it's only the 5 of us plus some of the juniors. that bring about the though - GO FOR WAT NOW RIGHT? but nevertheless we're still going, we told seet that we're going, so wont turn back on words and we're going adn try and have fun by ourselves. its really jsut so disappointing.

and it's really ironic sometimes, like when we do well and not rewarded we complain. and when we do well and we're rewarded we dont wanna go. shrugs.

anyhows, yesterday was fun fun fun. met cach the bouncing bean for shopping and walking about. met chris the pimp for dinner. met kubo the ally who joined us to chill out. waited for hafiz to finish work and chilled out but that boy was down with flu, cold and whatever nonsense. FEBS! (:

rach: heyyyyyy i havent seen/talk/heard from you in a long while. take care. As gonna kill us

stace: stacey my angel! yes i havent talked to you for so long! how've you been. good i hope? take care okay?

lucas: i admire captain planet his damn cool okay. green colour somemore. hahaha

ben: HELLO HIGH FIVE BEN! heh. how are you i havent given you high fives in a looooong time! heh.

ashish: ahha stop biting your nails!

shamphoo let go on 21:26

20050918

i should get back to studying after 2 hours of break but i have no mood and i have alot to study somemore. wahh horrible.

Seven things that scare me:
1) the lift doors closing on me, yes very scary
2) dogs, esp when im walking wlaking and someone who's walking their dog appears beside me
3) ghosts in my dreams, really scary
4) uncertainties
5) being alone in the train at night and the only people in the train are weird looking mats who look weird and scary HAHA
6) losing people who mean alot to me
7) the afterworld

Seven things I like the most:
1) TOBLERONE!!
2) hockeyhockeyhockeyhockeyhockeyplayinghockey
3) being around everyone i love
4) laughing until you cant stop and your tummy hurts (with marianne esp we always manage to do that)
5) surprises!!!!
6) a good book with a whole day just to read
7) photos takepicture! haha

Seven important things in my room:
1) the computerr
2) bantal busuk [ that is the stinky pillow yes]
3) hmmmm... the FAN!
4) booksbooksbooksbooks
5) that whole notice board filled with photos of people i love!
6) clothes, watch, phone and that basic stuff
7) hockey stick i love

Seven random facts about me:
1) i have a bad habit of biting my nails
2) i wanted to be an architect since p4 until sec3 when i changed my mind and that wasnt my cup of tea
3) i like to twirl my hair esp when studying
4) i dont buy facial wash, i use my sister's [there's 10 different types of facial wash in the toilet for me to choose from anywayyy]
5) i like to colour code my wardrobe
6) i like to do sit ups and crunches on my bed
7) i loved 999 [ the local drama show ] when it was on i never missed a single episode! ahahahah

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1) see the world
2) take care of my parents and so they dont grow old lonely
3) bungeeeeeeeeee
4) go to ethopia and feed a starving child
5) get married, own a house, own a car, have 4 kids [HAHAHA!]
6) design my own home
7) perform the 5 pillars of islam

Seven things I can do:
1) play hockey
2) search for frizzy hair in the mess of hair
3) remember lines from my favourite tv shows
4) swimmmmmmmmm [unlike some people i know. hahah]
5) brush my teeth, wash/tone/moisturise my face in 5 minutes
6) listen to some songs again and again for like 34781873508917 times and not change the song ahhha
7) use my powers to kill a certain someone, just by not talking to him

Seven things I can't do:
1) lick my elbow
2) without switching the comp
3) science/math [ or rather i choose not to]
4) without sniffing my nose every late night or when im cold
5) play the piano/guitar/drums/xylophone i used to play the organ though!
6) dance hahaha
7) listen to noisy music

Seven things I say the most:
1) eh wahlaooooo
2) dont bastard ah dont bastardddd
3) wahlao dont talk to you already ahh
4) you go and die
5) whatever lorr
6) i love you la pls
7) where gotttttttttttttt

Seven celebs that I admire:
1) johnny depp
2) captain planet
3) julia roberts
4) richard gere
5) p ramlee
6) cyclops from xmen
7) dexter [ he influences my 3 year old brother too much. ]

shamphoo let go on 02:01

20050905

I Believe - Blessed Union Of Souls

Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart

'Cause I believe
That love is the answer
I believe
Love will find the way

Violence is spread worldwide and there's families on the street
And we sell drugs to children now, oh why can't we just see
That all we do is eliminate our future with the things we do today
Money is our incentive now so that makes it okay

But I believe
That love is the answer
I believe
Love will find the way

I believe
That love is the answer
I believe
Love will find the way

I've been seeing Lisa now for a little over a year
She said she'd never been so happy, but Lisa lives in fear
That one day daddy's gonna find out she's in love
With a nigger from the streets

Oh how he would lose it then but she's still here with me
'Cause she believes that love will see it through
One day he'll understand
He'll see me as a person... and not just a black man

'Cause I believe
That love is the answer
I believe
That love will find the way

I believe
I believe
I believe
I believe
That love is the answer

I believe
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Please love find the way

shamphoo let go on 19:40

20050903

woohoo im finally meeting the best friend later! it's been a great two nights, torturous two days. but still alot to study.

was friendster surfing and i realise how much i miss kit. things certainly do change.

okay im gonna read beloved my arm's aching la. wahlaooooooo

shamphoo let go on 17:55